Roll This Up And Smoke It

Since, My Last Post

It’s hard to keep up with blogging when you’re high and doing a really good job of fucking up everything you’ve worked hard at. Luckily, I hit a wall and my whole world came crumbling down on me which in turn resulted in me getting my ass back in gear. Recovery. One day at a time. I’m back.

“I want your blood, and I want your souls, and I want em both right now.”

I’m back

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I hope you give me points for this awe inspiring post. You and your points sytem can suck it

Brand New

Brand New has a brand new single and it is amazing. Im sooo glad they’ve kept going in the same direction as The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me. September 22nd can’t WAIT.

check it out www.myspace.com/brandnew

Random Question?

jessicabaker:

What are some of your favorite lyrics? A part of a song that just speaks to you and makes all the sense in the world?

Off the top of my head, Maroon 5’s - She Will Be Loved Lyrics are some of my favorite:

It’s not always rainbows & butterflies. It’s compromise that moves us along.

Listen to the acoustic version here.

Brand New-The Archer’s Bows are Broken

Meet me tonight on the turnpike, my darling
cause we believe in everything
If we sweat all these debts then we’re sure to drown
So we strap ourselves up to this engine now
with a God that we found, laying under the backseat

Alexisonfire-We Are The End

Look around, look around.
There’s no affection, only infection.
Search yourself, search yourself.
Can I depend on you to surrender?

Minus The Bear-When We Escape

When we escape
It’s with a white line
We’ll both align
And now we lay this close
Catching measures of the pulse

Radiohead-House Of Cards

I don’t wanna be your friend
I just wanna be your lover

MGMT-Electric Feel

sun in the amazon
with the voltage running through her skin
standing there with nothing on
she gonna teach me how to swim

Warped Tour

jessicabaker:

AHHHHHHH!!!!! James are you JOKING? I love you, that is so amazing. Once again, I am so jealous. DAMNIT! Did you get any pictures? That story just made my Monday :) If only he would really look me up… A girl can dream right?

cjamesmckay:

Dear Jessica,

Warped Tour was on Saturday and guess what happened? So I get checked by security and whanot and right as I walk through the gate, guess who just happens to be walking right in front of me? ALEXISONFIRE, that’s right, the entire band which includes your hubby Dallas Green. So I’m like “Hey Dallas!” and he’s like “Hey what?!” and turns around. So I stood there and talked to the band, shook hands, told em how I love their music and am looking forward to hearing more new stuff etc. etc. Oh and I told Dallas I know a girl in California with flowers in her hair who is madly in love with him. He said he’d look her up :) The End.

P.S.

My friend Sherri was best friends in Middle School with Dia, of Meg and Dia, so we chilled and talked with her too :)

I know I’m a lucky fellow. I’ve met him twice now. I’ll have to get a picture next time for sure. I think I’m bound to meet him again right haha? I really want to see City and Colour sometime. That would complete me haha

Warped Tour

Dear Jessica,

Warped Tour was on Saturday and guess what happened? So I get checked by security and whanot and right as I walk through the gate, guess who just happens to be walking right in front of me? ALEXISONFIRE, that’s right, the entire band which includes your hubby Dallas Green. So I’m like “Hey Dallas!” and he’s like “Hey what?!” and turns around. So I stood there and talked to the band, shook hands, told em how I love their music and am looking forward to hearing more new stuff etc. etc. Oh and I told Dallas I know a girl in California with flowers in her hair who is madly in love with him. He said he’d look her up :) The End.

P.S.

My friend Sherri was best friends in Middle School with Dia, of Meg and Dia, so we chilled and talked with her too :)

Moon Lift

I found out that the Sundance ski resort up the canyon opens its lifts to the top of the mountain when there’s a full moon. So tonight I’m taking Aubrey up there on a date. I’m super stoked. With some balnkets and some drinks it’s gonna be awesome. And maybe, just maybe..a little bit romantic. Wish me luck :)

check it out Here

A Burning In My Bosom

A friend of mine recently moved to Sanata Barbara and now I’m told that a couple of my friends are moving from Salt Lake to Portland this week. The thought of them moving stirs up a strong urge to re locate and experience another change of scenery. I would love to move back to the Northwest, preferably Seattle. But there are so many things in Utah I feel that are tying me down for the time being. And that is a feeling I do not enjoy. Don’t get me wrong, I love it here and have had the time of my life ever since I moved away from good ol’ Estacada. I’ve grown and learned so much, I feel if I went back people wouldn’t even recognize me. I’ve got an amazing job, house with a view, the girl of my dreams and the best friends a guy could ask for. So what is fueling this fire inside? This desire to leave it all behind? I think I’m just a lowly vagabond at heart. It bugs me that this world is so vast, and I’ve had but a small taste of what it has to offer. I can’t just abandon everything I’ve worked for can I? I’ve shed a lot of blood, sweat, tears, and love to be where I am today. Maybe I can convince everyone to come with me! The company I work for does have an office in the UK, maybe I could just transfer and rent a “flat” in Northhampton…haha I WISH!! I hate feeling like this, but I’m sure it will pass.

If you could move anywhere RIGHT NOW, with no worries, where would it be?